There has to be a change, I feel that every day, every moment. All that has happened in the last 12-15 months cannot possibly drag me down, I can’t let that happen. And to achieve that, all kinds of impulses are running around within and without. Buying habits are raging supreme out of the blue, just because of typical discount and sale events. Clothes, shoes, accessories that I never deemed necessary, are finding their place on my monthly bills. There is little caution to the wind, spending habits are multiplying and although deep down I know this is unstable, I still go through with it. Like a challenge – I can be different, I will be different.